Overcoming gray. 

You know how hard it is for me to smile right now? Pretty hard. I’m convinced that there is something internally wrong with me. Chest pains are coming and going. Its mostly around the left rib now. But I think its stress at this point. Initially what caused this wasn’t stress but this, this I feel now? Its stress.

I feel almost like I’m dull. I feel like the excitement has been sucked out of my world and all I’m doing is shutting down. I need a break from all of this. A real actual break.

I need to go somewhere and just exist, I want to be in a peaceful surrounding.

Honestly, I’ve needed you too. But you haven’t actually been around for me. That’s okay I guess. I think I’m asking for too much.


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I hate how alone I feel. 


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